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me: i love you
..


fahad: 9ej shoug u do?
me: eeh;$
fahad: walah aw3rdch eni ra7 akhlech as3d ensana bdnya
wla ra7 akhlech low shinu yser!
me; fahad bagolk shay
fahad: gooul gooul khlt6er ednya fenii
me: im not sure enha ra7 e6er
fahad: allah yaster?
me: ana ra7 asafer tarekh 23\7 w ard 5\8
fahad: na3am waain enshallah?
me: spain
fahad: laish mat7chain?
me: madre tawa omii galtle
fahad: ahaa
me: laish m3asb
fahad: mu m3asb shaku
yala 7yate rday takhrt
me: ok

fahad helds my hand and came close to me and said
entay 7ge el7en sa7
me: fahaaad bas;$
fahad: ana wyach m3a ba3th sa7? entay 7gy ana
me: saaa7;$ bas i have to go now

w i went inside alia's home


alia: baitna da3araa mwslch la ehnii
me: chub chub
alia: shfeech wayhch sayer 6mo6a
me: mafenii shay haw bas 7arr
alia: i know you min grade 2 so chub w ta7che
 and i told here everything

she was so happy for me!!
i was plesed!

i went back!i never felt that happy

dashait dare ans the first thing i did
i called fahad
fahad:7beebty ana ra7y eshalaih mashe?
me: okk
fahad: maku der balk
me: hehe take care
fahad: shoug 7yate now et3rfene min mita
me: waaayed
fahad: mu nawya tsweli add bbm?
me: madree no
fahad:ok
and we kept talking tell i felt a sleep

i woke up 3am

galbe naghzni kaan
i felt something wrong

i called fahad and he didnt answer!

knt 7ade khayfaa

i kept calling and calling ymken malion mara dagait
but no answer!!


i called mariam
me: maryam wake up bsr3aa
maryam: ha shfeech
me: fahad mayrd
maryam: ymken naym?
me: la ohwa el3ada ygoli
maryam: ymken mobile 3lsha7na
me: galbi naghznii
maryam: ok i will call khalid now


whos khalid?
khalid is fahad best friend!
hes maryam firend too
I hated him and he hated me 2;p



ne6aart waayed!!
saar esb7 wanaa na6ra!!
adg 3la maryam matrd 3laay
fahad mayrd 3lay

i knew there is something wrong!!


i called maryam and finaly she answerd!



me: Kntaay ga3 ta7greeni????
maryam: la-aa with a shake voice!
me: waina??
maryam: madre
me: talk bsr3aa
maryam: khalid yabe ykalmch
me: why?? maryam shsaayer?
maryam: wait ashbkch m3ah!
khalid: alo bnat
me: wain fahad?
maryam: shfech shoug hadday
khalid : fahad ..




i couldnt hear
a7s ednya ga3d edour fenii

masdg elii ga3d ygolaa
fahad?
my fahad!!!

i started to cry!!
magdrt amsk roo7ii!!

khalid: shoug hady t3awthy min ebles
maryam: awal matser 9 ana 3ndch!

i hang out magdrt aklm a7d!!
i needed him


its to much!!!




i called 3aloyaa
alia: aloo in sleepy voice
me while cryingg
3ALOYAA FAHAD!!!!
alia: shfeeeh????!!
me:


















bel3naya elmurkzaa! sawa 7adth!!!

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it was a great night


i kept talking to fahad daily
everyday
every min
every sec
it became a habit
we were so close to each other
like a bestfriends but madly in love with each other
we diceded to be friends but both of us are in love


were in june now
where its all begun




mama: mama tara 7ajzna espain ana wyach w lura
me: ALLAAH mama thankyouu a7la khaber
mama:tstahlain bas abech tshden 7ailch now bilfinals
me; enshallah yuma latwsen 7are9


i went upstaris 3shan adrs
i called fahad

fahad: aloo
me: aloo
fahad:halaa bzaain hala bhl sout
me: fahaad bass 3aad
fahad: tst7eeen?
me: shkuu la
fahad: tst7eeen
me: w ba3dain fahad
fahad : shoug please abe ashoufch elyou
me; why? fek shay
fahad: eeh throrrii
me: hmm okay agoul 7g omi w agolk
fahad: ok na6rch



shagol 7g omii now
i have to lie!!
shit i hate lying on my mam!



me: yuma 7ayate?
mama looked at me
me: 7beeebte mamaa rday 3lay
mama; khalsy shtaben
me: can i go bait 3aloya?
mama: no shoug
me: please yuma please akher youm wallah
mama: i said no
me: yuma nafsety ta3bana i need to go:'(
mama: ok bas 9 entay belbait
me: enshallah bagom abdel;D


9a3dt foug w lebst tanoura was3a baitha m3a babe pink top
w khalait sha3re maflol i bbmd 3aloya
Shoug Al-xxx:
PING!!!
 im coming over

Aliaa:
minu 3azmaach?

Shoug Al-xxx
anaa *eyelashes*

alia :
Sh3andch khal9y?
PING!!!
PING!!!

Shoug Al-xxx:
lama aye ra7 agoulch

alia :
ok


texted fahad:
meeet me ib mamsha enuzha

bait 3aloya kan jbala so i can go out 3adi!


fahad: omw



i arrived bait 3aloya w i told ena i will see fahad
5 mins latter fahad gale im waiting you


6al3t and we kept walking

the fahad stood up

fahad: shoug ana bagolch shay
me; shfeek?
fahad:





IM DESPERATELY MADLY IN LOVE WITH YOU
I WANT ALL OF YOU  FOREVER YOU AND ME
EVERYDAY EVERY YEAR!!
I know that what we have is real  I could be whatever you want.
You just tell me what you want, and I'm gonna be that for you


i couldnt say a word

i couldnt move

i felt like cryin but tears of joy

i wanted to till him that i love him to

but words couldnt come out

the only thing i did









I HUGGED HIM AND I DIDNT LET
GO OF HIM I COULDNT! I REALLY
DID LOVED HIM!!




We walked back to alia's house
we didnt talk
7asaita tethayig! cuz elkalam eli gala le
mu shwayaa
i have to say something









Me: fahaad i love you

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me: fahad?
fahad: eehh fahad
me: ohh hi
fahad: heyy shlounch?
me: tamam el7emdlah ent shlounik?
fahad: bkhairr , mashallah 3laich shoug
me; hmm why?
fahad: lail7en mashft waa7da a7la mnch
me; ouw;$ thaankyooou
fahad; haha raf3t min jawch?:p
me: looool

and we kept talking and talking




till it was 3 am

fahad: chnin 6awalt 3laich
me: ohh la sa3a echam
fahad : 3
me; off ayshaayy
fahad: eeh wallah maynmel mnch
me: haha i know;p
fahad: tara entay wayed maghrora
me; shku laa
fahad; bala maghrora w theqaa
me: madre ma7ss
fahad: i like it nus jamal eltheqa
me: haha sh3laaay
fahad: yala ana ma6wil 3laich
me: ok
fahad: tamreni 3la shay?
me: salamt 3omrk
fahad; goodnight
me:goodnight



really its was a great night!!

i tweeted

a night to remamber<3!!!

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well its true
if it meant to be it will be


----------------------------------------------------
two month past so slowly and i didnt get anything from fahad
at first i was really obsessed i was stalking he's tweets
hoping eni ashofaaaa even bilshalaih magmt ashofa
wla 7ta gmt asm3 3anaa i really did pushed him hardly!
but now finaly i did get him out of my mind thanks to
a7mad !



calling zain:
zain: halaa halaa
me: wainch?
zain: bait manoorr *her sis*
me: khn6la3 please please!!
zain:ok wain tabeen?
me: ya slider ow 36o choose
zain: 36o slider 7arr wayed
me: OK;D
zain: 7saitch babe yalla badlyy
me: ok


hmm shalbs shalbs
eff ma3ndii hdoooom:)!!!!!
ok i wore highwest short jeans  makan thayj kan fit with flow babe
blue top i was tanned w knt mfat7a sha3re khlaita
curly i appled some makeup w i wos ready

bbmd zain
PING!!!
Where r u???

zain:
ta7tt
me: ok



rekabt esyarraa and we off to 36O
ana w zain min y76ona bsyara bas nghanii!!

there that one song that remineds me of fahad I DONT KNOW WHY!!

me: zain 76aayy 88.8 bsr3aa
zain: ok


me: ohh shit THE SONG!!!








3asa may7oshik ghalee t6amin ya hawa bale
ana fe ghurbty saber mkhaly bale min 7alee
ams e7tjtk wrabikk e7tjt l7thnk w galbik
shft album r7ltna w zadt 7ajte lgurbik
tadre wish a93b shay?enik tfkrni 7ay
ana 7ay BSHAKEL MAYT 6aweni foragik 6ay
TA3BT MIN ETA3B SHFNII!! ta3bt amthel
etha7ka w e7anin takshfnii ..





i dont know why .. bas kil ma asm3 hleghnya 3la 6ool fahad ya6re ib bale

zain: radaainaa??
me: haha noo;p * i didnt want to tell her 3shan mat'thb7nii*
zain: mu nawya tanzlen khalst eleghnyaa
me: weeh yalla::


while waiting in open flame
me: zaaainoo
zain: haa
me: takhyly ashoof fahad
zain: ytrawle yghma 3laaich
me: LOOOL la khalas da kan zaman

we sat in open flame barra w kina ga3den nsolf







faj'aa i saw him







ohwa wlaa mu ohwaa!!








ohwaa!!!




my heart was beeting so fast!!






FAHAAD!!!
whyy it not fair wallah!!!
Its been two months and it still hurts
there is feeling inside that still wants him!!
When I finally forget about him and decided to leave
everything behind me you show up in my life again?
As simple as that? Its not fair this can't be happening jed!

me: zain please khnamshe now now

zain: wait not now

me: laish not now

zain: khaleh yshofch

me: :):)!!

zain: yala emshay

fahad spotted me wayha kan bma3na elkelma masfog!!

i tweeted .. sedfa ya 7ilwhaa sedfaa...

i went back home set with my sisters

i checked twiiter

i checked fahad account

tweet:

Ya 7elwhaa men sedfaa!!

ouww he cares!!

my mobile ringing ..

me:Alo?

.. :

me: aloo??

..: i missed you ALOT

me: who is this??

..

..: ana fahad

OH MY GOD!!!!

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i did pushe him away ..


 i checked his twitter account wla his tweets were


-rabe yafthaaa wain makan!
-cant sleep
-alot in mind
-sleepless!!
-missing .. i think

..
ohh he wrote a tweet!!

-just remamber that .. i couldve been everything u ever wanted and needed
 BUT YOURE the one who pushed me away ..





ouw shit i pushed him away!

zain: raa7?
me 3younii mghorgaa: zaain:( and i started to cry
zain: 7yate shfech smela 3laich!!
and i told her everything ..


i thought she would tell me that i was right but ..



zain: maybe ohwa sej yabech w sharech w enay b3teh
me: bas elkel gaal ..
zain: btsadgen 7ache enas? mu entay akthar wa7da tgolna
follow your heart! shfech now malch sheghil ba7d sawey
eli entay tabena! deep inside shofy shinu taben w sawe


i love her!! WAAYED tefhamni w tgoli 7ach yray7nii!!

me: bas what should i do now? kharbt kilshay
zain:sometimes you should let things go .. if it meant to be it will come back!!

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what happend ..

my heads hurts!!
my hands hurts!!

i feel dizy

i saw nouf coming to me

nouf: 7yate gmtayy shlounch now
me: i couldnt talk it hurts!! i started to cry!!
loura: smela 3laich laish che etsween!!
a7mad: t3awthy min ebles shmala elbache mafech ela el3afyaa!
zain while crying youre okayy 7beebty dont cry

me: what happend shsar mathker shy

zain:im so sorry walaah and started to cry
a7mad: zain latbchen masar shy khalas!
nouf: e7na maglna 7g omii 3shan khefna 3laiha
louraa : 7beebty mafech shy khalas
me: its ok zain latbchen please , w zain ashwa magltolha now yser shy
zain please tell me shsaar

zain: while i was driving dst 7aail chan endsh bilboyaa w entay w fajer
6rtow men el6araad fajer mafeha shy bas entay 6ag rasch bsakher w oghma 3laich
nouf: rasch khyaa6 ghrzten el7emdlah w edch w thahrch ratha
loura: ra7 tg3den bilhosp modt youmain bas w e7na kilna kilyoum 3ndch


i really was shocked
then i start to cry
HAARD!!

i was in pain!!my head hurts me SO FREAKIN MUCH!!!
i kept crying tell i felt a sleep!!


i woke up elfayer lgait zain w a7mad still 3ndii

i told them to leave lazm yrta7on
a7mad left bas zain stayed martht tro7

and i went back to sleep
3lsebi7 gmt 3shan beghzoni ebra w y6oli drip

ekkhh i hate it

zain: goodmorning sunshine
me: ay sunshine shayftni entay
zain: okkk goodmorning ugly
me:hahahaa i love youu
zain: fahad was woried
me: fa-ahd?
zain: i told to come tarra
me: SHKU ABBAIH plase ana mabe ashofa
entay shayfa shaklii
shayfe wayhe
sha3ree
noway ensay elmawtho3 now tgoleen ...


someone knockthe door

its FAHAD!!!!!


zain: akhlekom anaa
fahad: eslaam
me: halaa

fahad looked horble! kan shakla jad ykhar3
shakla mu nayim! w mekhtbs chena kan ga3 yabche !!

fahad : im sorry adre matben tshofeni wla tsm3eni shy mni
bas ana ga3t a7atech walah eni mu naym sarli youmain
kheft 3laich wayed shoug! bas 7abait a6mn 3laich w amshe

me: its ok fahad im fine el7emdlah

fahad: eklay 3adil w namy erta7y
me : enshallah you 2 shaklk ta3ban
fahad: ta3ban? ra7ty gurbik w elkhair mashofa ela bshofk egbale!

me plushed before i could say anything he said

fahad: ana t6amnt 3laich w now mashe deray balch 3la nafsch then he left!!
i couldnt say a word!!





why did he left!!

did i pushed him away??

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what should i do ..

i guess it just a crush
ok im goin to tell fahad ena mala da3e kil hatha
well i know my answer now

i text fahad
i know my answer

fahad: so?

me: sorry fahad bas i cant!

fahad: 9ej shoug? or youre just kiddin?

me: sorry;\

fahad: its ok i understand w asf 3lez3aaj!










that was the last thing u recevd from fahad!!

nemtt 3 gmt 3la esa3aaa 4,30

jaz: gomaay bnazl 6araaad!!
me: bhal barid
jaz: eeh 7aail 3ajeeb
zain: a7mad tawa nazlaa
me: ok

i wore my stripped jeans m3a flow white top! w mswya slik koba
3shaan kina ra7 nsawr for sure!

awal manzlt wla fajer w abdullah kanow ta7t

me: olaah entow wainkom youm kamil mashofch
3abdullah; ana knt kha6fha
fajer: hahaaa lazm akhlech tafgdenii
i hugged her 7aail and told her; wain knty?
fajer: r7t elmazr3aa 7g noura w rawaan
me: sej minu wadach?
fajer: 3abdullah
me: hmm yala emshay
3abdulah : ana bwaslkom
me:laish shd3waa
fajer: feh sbyan barra
3abdullah : eeh eshabab msween BBQ
me: allah abe
fajer: emshay emshay

i knew eni ra7 ashoof fahad barra
i remamber this part 3adil

6al3na wla fahad kan wagf g3d yashwe w wagif m3a wa7id
rfeja kan ga3d ykalma
3arftow lma a7d ykon ga3d ykalmch w entay tkonen mentabha 7g shay thani?
mtan7a bshay eli tlfeen rugbtch laimn eshakhs eli shadch w metan7a feh yroo7


well that what happend

fahad shafni tan7 7aail!! ana 7de tdodaht then he gave that one look
kant 7aail ka'eba w nazl rasa!

i feltt gulity!

wsalna 3nd e6arad
a7mad: banaat mu tamshon feh lai b3ed khalekom graab!!
zain: ok ok yalla bye

and we took off

ga3dna nsawerr
then

maryam: pleaase khnro7 ehnak soub laitaat
me; mala da3e
jaz: eeeh mu wath7en elsowar
zain: hmm khalas nro7 bas mu wayed b3ed
me: waaaay yabkom 7g hlswalaf
fajer: sayra khawafaaa


me: zaaain ladoosenn abbaih
we all was screeming












and the next thing i woke up in hosp

a7mad and zain and nouf and loura my sis kanow ga3den


wait what happend ana laish mneh!!!

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a7mad: shfech ensdamty
shoug fahmeni please laish kalmteh elyoum

a7mad was so calm w hatha eshay ray7nii
me: ana maknt m3ah
a7mad: shfechh et7achen chthe ta7chy 3adil
me: a7mad hathaa ana ma3rfa walah bas adre ena wa7id min rab3k
wana ga3da a7ache omi ohwa kan wagif cha ysa'alni 3ank then
ta'asf  makan feh shay wla kan fe shay aslan ya3nii #ILIED
A7mad; eeh chthe esalfaa
me; yup
a7mad: ana ra7 bale shy thanii sorry shoug
me: haha la its ok 3adi


7ade t7asftt!! laish chathbt i know what i did was wrong
w 6a3 min awalha chthe
3ayel ba3dain shbse! etha ahly darow
ome .. oboy .. my cousins khawali .. 3amame
i should stop it!!




me:a7mad khnrd eshalaih ta3btt bardd w malait
a7mad: 3ayozaa tara entay
me: huh:)
a7mad: khala9 yala mshaina

we arrived the shalaih kelhum kanow m3asben ena laish r7na w maglnalhum

zain: entaay ana a3lmch kilsh mu m3anaa:)
3aloya; khaleha khaleha madre shfeha
me: abbaih jad sktow male khelg 7antkom
maryam: dalo3a btabchen
i gave her that look
maryam: waaay asfa asfaa
zain: shofy edp 7ilwaa
me: ok
wain mobile .. ohh nsaita bsyarraa!!
me:a7mad please roo7 yeb mobile
a7mad: 6eray zaain ro7y entay
me: ok 3a6ni ilkey
a7mad: esyara barra
me: ok

6al3t w ga3da aghani mndamja fachait bab esyarra w kan
elparking 7ail thayij awal ma6l3t wla fahad bwayhe
he was so close!!
fahad: el7ilwa shga3d tswe?
me: mobile bakhtha
fahad: fech shay?
me: no please fahad roo7 mabe a7d yshofna
fahad: ok ok sorrry and he walked
then he turned his face w gale







tadreen ench a7laa wa7da bilkuwait?




ok that made me plushed!!!


khathaait mobile wana dasha a7mad 6al3le
a7mad: sena??
me: im in love with car;p
a7mad: damch khafef
me : eeh i know;p
a7mad: yalaa yala ana mashe
all of us m3a eslamaa

zain: a7s a7mad y7bch
me: SHKUU abbaih
maryam: bala 7ta ana la7tht wayed yhtam w y36ech wayh
me: eeh lana im close to him min 3omer
zain: ohh atkhylkom m3a ba3th
me; ok bye ana banam


i went up wla jaz bwayhe
i dont know why bas i dont fell talking to her KILSH
i ignored her w dashait edar w ensda7t

kept thinkin about
fahad

a7mad

jaz

kalaam jaz


fahad

a7mad again


ALOT IN MIND!!!!

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dakhlt eshalaih wla a7mad bwayhe
tgdron tgolon? eni khagaait 7aail eli galbii 6al3 lai barra
a7mad: shtsween barra?
me: ga3daa a7ache omii w eljaw 7ilo
a7mad; aha

whats wrong with him ..
laykon shafnii


la ma3rtqd chan maskt


a7mad: emshay nro7 ntrayg ib starbucks
me: allah yala ok
we went to a car not a7mad car
it was smoked black land w mghaym super
7AAAAIL 3AJEEEB!!
i tok the aux w start to put some songs w 7ail mndamja
a7mad: so'aal?
me: tefathel?
a7mad:dam fathlch shqestch entay?
me; haa eshfeni??
a7mad: min rekbtay wentay 7a6tly kha6ak on repeat w sar7ana
w etbosmen
me: hahaa haba fehaaaa 7adii w im happy ya3nii
a7mad: happy wla in love?

ekhs!! laaish gal chthe!!
me: ay in love ay ba6ekh im just happy
a7mad : haha wallah mayndra;p
me:chub w soog
i changed the song
a7mad: allaah 3laaich
me: afa 3laik
we kept talking tell we arrived
bas 7asait ena a7mad feh shy mu 3awydaaa kilsh!


nzlna bucks w ga3dna nakel then he asked that question
a7mad: shoug?
me:hala
a7mad: t3arfeen Fahad Al_XX
me: ha-aa la-aa laish?
a7mad: shlon mat3rfena wentay elyoum knty m3ah 3lba7er


OUW SHIT!! THAT CANT BE HAPPNING!!!!

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here we go now
jaz: last year i had that huge crush in fahad
i followed him on twitter and we kept talking
daily then i added him bbm he was such a sweetheart
we kept talking for maybe a month then
i found out that he has like a million girl on bbm
i felt shity masdgt ena kil elkalam eli kan ygola
kan chethib ib chethib eli kan ygolyah ygol 7g 1000 ghaire
w then ta7cha 3ani gaal enii mayta 3laik w metkharfna
i really hated him then i found khalid and im madly in love with him shoug
w entay akthar wa7da tadren w ka mat7cha mafe bnya ghaire b7yate cuz
HE IS A MAN mu fahad kil hama banat w le3b w maskhara
me: madre shagolch i didnt know;s
jaz: ana ga3 agoulch hl7ache 7g ma9l7tch you know youre like a lettle
sister to me
me: i know bas can i try 3laqel maybe he changed!
jaz: ana ma amn3ch min hlfekra do it with any guy bas mu fahad!
me: aa-ok jaz i love you thanks for listing
jaz hugged me tight and left



im so angry! i dont know why bas i fet jelouse !
maybe he really chnaged and he really wants me
laish afker basw' ele7tmalat kalama kan 7ail muqn3
ert7t 7ail 3ogb eli sar elyoum


sar elyoum!!!









OUW SHIT !!!! HE'S MAD!!!!
we all went inside elshalaih and i kept thinking
madre shaswe!!!
i decied to text me


me: hey fahad , can i know whats wrong with you?

it was 2am i waited
3am









5.30am and still i didnt get any respnce
well maybe at the end hes justa player
i fall a sleep while thinking ..





i felt my mobile vibrate 3lsa3aa 7 am
fazaait wla i recevd 2 msgs min fahad
elawal:
fahad: im sorry 3la masaa3 bas tnarfzt lma shft wa7id y6la3
m3akom shbegolon 3nkom u can say i felt jelouse *OUW HE IS SO CUTE*
w sorry twni ard knt naym
ethanii: if youre awake text me i want to tell you something

i replayed
me: la its ok it was a mesunderstanding w am up shfeek?
he responed 3la 6ool:
can u come out side?
me: sure i will be out in pit

i went to the bathroom *wentow bkrama*
i washed w changed into denim jeanse with hollister pluvver
falait sha3re w i didnt put anymake up
bma'na kan esb7

deep inside i know what i was doing wrong 3ogb kalamjaz
bas fe shy dakhil ygoli DO IT and i cant help it





awal ma6l3t wla fahad ib wayhe kan ga3id 3lba7er
kan labs jeans w v-nick shirt m3a gray jacket

me:salam
fahad kan mtan7 7ail w nathrtaa made my plush!

i giggled
fahad: saba7 erega w ele7saas saba7ik 7ub ya ro7ii
me while plushing: oh kil hatha 7age
fahad: tstahlain akthar
me: so shfee;?
fahad: aa -
me: eeh?









fahad: i missed you
knt jad metan7a feh i didnt know what to say bas knt saktaa
fahad lughed w ga3d ysolf
he was SO FUNNY i like people who make me lugh
wana nader mayth7koni! and we kept talking till 9am

my phone was ringing wla MAMA
me: halaa wghalaa
mama: la wallah?
me; shinu yuma?
mama: mats'len matgolen 3ndi ahel asa'al 3anhum
lahya lahya m3a rab3ch
me: mamaa shku walah laa , youre always in my mind
mama: ha yuma shlounch having fun?
me: eeh waayed 7emdlah
mama: good mita nawya t7adren
me: on sat maybe
mama: tben shay 3ndch flos?
me: la yuma abe salamtch
mama: ok deray balch 3la nafsch
me: enshalah
and i hang it



i told fahad eni badsh now mala da3e a7d yshofni m3aah!
fahad: take a good care of youre self!
me:eshallah,bye
fahad: kan mtaan7 7aail




you can say it was one of my fav days!!

Good Old Days 7

sorry for not posting i was out of town bas i will post
normely now









jaz: SHOOOOOUGG!!!!

Me; ha-alaa?
jaz: tstahblaain entayy? 7maarra??????
me: abbaih shkuu sm3enii entay!!
jaz: SKTAY!! momken afhm laaish matrde 3la mobilech?
ana adg zain edg a7mad edg omch omch dagt maskhrt
3eshtna!!!!!
me: ohh shit!! nsait mobile bshalaih!!
jaz: shinu nsaita bshalaih??
me: i mean foug!!
jaz: ka mobilech
me ; yooouhh jaz ana knt foug!! w nzalt 6al3t bara w
 nsaita!
jaz: eff emshaay emshain ana agool
me : okk

jaz: kant bel7amaam tghasel jesmha
me: ha eehh
zain: yalaaa sul6an
3aloyaa : eehh shoug shsma hatha el7alaw
maryam eeeh meshtahyta 7de
me: ma3rf esmha a3rrf shakla


they kept talking

and i receved a msg from fahad:
mahu ana eli anhb bas ENT naaahbniii NAHAAB !!!




wsalnaa markz esl6aan ana w maryam nezlnaa
w e7na dakhel i told her ena lay3a chabdi min sha3re
i went el7amam * wentow bkarama* w dashait w bs3ra ba6lt elmay
maryam g3adt tghasel sha3ree faj'aa a guy dakhel 3lainaa
7adna tsarg3na ena na3am?? maryam low sma7t ent dash 7amam bnat
he was lughing 7aail!! he said la entow dashen 7amam sbyan!
e7na wyhona kant 7aail masfooga!!
6al3naa wlaa kila sbyan na6rena  n6la3 3shan ydshon
kan 7aail fashlaa elsbay eli dash 3laina gal 7g elsbyan
ena hathol min ahly w all the boys ra7ow w waslna laimn baraa w gal
ena etha tabon shy golelii
awal markbt esyaraa
me:maryam ana barkb jdam
maryam: yahel yaahel
me: hahaaa
zain: minu hatha
maryam: zouqa 7aail
fajer : wai3 mu 7ilo kelsh
maryam :bil3aks
jaz: gameeel gamaaaaaal
zaain: shoug shfeh fahad ykhzch chthe
me: rfa3t rase wla fahad ga3id ib *bucks
he gave that shitty look!!
and texted me: matwq3tch chthe!


knt 7di khaga i told maryam and 3aloyaa
galole ena ard 3laaih!! ok here i go bsmelah
me: whats wrong?
fahad: please la ts3b6ain
me: haw shfeek??
fahad: 6al3tch m3a sbay?
me: laa enta mu fahim
fahad: 3abalch ohwa msa3dkom? wla berg3lkom tara kilhum rab3aa w
metfqeen 3laikom
me: WHAT!! walah i didnt know that madree!!
fahad: khalas shoug aklmch ba3dain!
me: ok!


and that was the last thing i receved from him!!


radaina eshalaih ga3dna kilna 3lba7er
qarat eni agoul 7g jaz
me: 3adi etyeen m3aay abe aklmch?
jaz: sure emshay
me: you know youre the expert in these things
jaz: haw which things?
me: ya3ni youre in love with khalid?
jaz: eeeh im
me: talk about it please
jaz start talkin and alli have in mind is fahad
jaz: laish ts'len? w sar7ana ib shinu?
me: aa-fahad
jaz: WHAAAAAAT!!!
me: sm3eeni lai elakher please!
jaz: ok yala shbtgolen? hes swet heart? hes hot? gas 3laich bcham kilma?
me: NOO!! and i told her everything
jaz: ARE YOU SERIOUS?? Hldarja entay ghabya w bsr3a yngs 3laich?? hes lying!


what shes talking about
shma3na ehya eli tgole chthe!! OMG he she go ..

Good old days 6

should i say yes?

idont know what to do

fahad:latgoleen shy abeech tfakreen mabe athaygch annaa

w asf 3lez3aaj

me: ok

i went inside

i woke up maryam and i told her kilshay

maryam: kalmyy jaz

me: why jaz?

maryam: cuz ehya t3rfa w mara7 takhsren shy en gltelha

me: hmm mabee

maryam:laaish?

me: bas i dont feel like to

maryam: kaifch bas 7arram zouqaa

me: EEEH 7aaail!!

maryam: naamy naamy latmotteen:)

me: smela 3laay! chub goodnight

maryam went down stairs

*maryam point of view*

Kalaam fahad chena 6ali3 min gaalbaa

hmm khn6la3 barra a7snli

went outside wla fahad

maryam:fahad?

fahad: hala ekhty

maryam: shoug told me everything

fahad: ahaa

maryam: can i tell you something about shoug?

fahad: eeh akeed

maryam: tara shoug still babe w 7aail 6ayba ldarjt elghabaa' bsr3a yngs

3laiha bas ana mu bsr3a yngs 3lay

fahad so'al wa7id? enta sej share shoug?

fahad: eehh wallah eni sharehaa min zmaan!

maryam: ana en sar shy mara7 askt ! hathe 7sbt ekhty lsghera w akthar wana

mst3d aswe kilshy 3shanha ana agolk ehya min el7en tbe tl3ab feha?

fe malyon alf bnt ghairhaa ro7lhum matl3b bshoug

and i left!

aakhh i hate fahad mu mrta7tla kelsh!!

bas shaswe lazm ogaf m3a rfeejty w asnadha!!

*back to shoug*

i woke up 4 pm OLAAH! 7de ta'khart bnoumaa

badlt w nezalt wla maku a7dd bshalaih

called zain jaz radtt

jaz: hello sleepybuety

me: hahaah;$ wainkom?

jaz:bucks ra7aal

me:ayshy w laish mat7chon??

jaz: 70 alf mara ga3dnach wentay tsarkhen mabe abe anaam

me:ayshy saa7?

jaz;lool wallaah w 6agaityy 3aloya ba3d

me:okhh! oqsem belah ma7sait!

jaz: adree adre noumch thgeel low 7afla yamch ma7saity

me: qol a3oth brab elfalaq!

zain took the phone

zain:tara 3abdullah w a7amd mawjoden khybonch

me:faashlaaa mabee bag3d an6rkom

zain: yoouh kaifch

me: abee sultan center

zain: ok nrd nmurch w nro7?

me: okk

i hangged up

ga3dt a7os a7os malaait!!

i started to think about fahad!

LAA SHOUG KILSH MALA DA3E NOW!!

called a7mad

me:a7mad wainkom?

a7mad: ana w 3abdullah w eshbab ray7en spoons

me: abe pink pasta

a7mad: m3a esalama

me: a77 mashe mashe

a7mad: LOOL khalas ensallah

me: shokran

eff now shaswee!!

6al3t barraa wla fahad and another guy

so e7tramt nafse w radait dashait

i receved a msg from fahad

please come back? 9a7be raa7

hmm aroo7 wla maroo7??

i decided to go out and tell him to stop it!

awal ma6l3t wla ohwa bwayhe

knt labsa jeans mshageg m3a gray top w jolai leather black m3a scarf tiger w toms

he look great labs short w plouver kan sha3ra fe may

fahad: bawrech shy

me: ok

I COULDNT SAY NO!!!

fahad kan ga3d yamshe wana ga3 amshe warra mshaina waayed 6al3na min side shalaihna w kamlnaa

wsalna mokan mahjoorr

i was so scared

i was screaming

Fahad please redne please allah ykhlen i was about to cry

fahad: shh latkhafen mara7 aswelch shyy bas bawresh shy sawaita el3am

he hold my hands

i started to screem and cry

PLEASE FAHAD HDNY ALLAH YKHLEEK

MAABE MAABEE WAKHER 3NII PLEAASE!!!!!!

fahad was shocked and said

ana wagif ib mokanii i hold ur hands 3shan knt bas3dch

bas ana asf now ardch

i was crying and he walked away b3edd

i told him wait! latkhleni bro7ii please w rkatht chan a6ee7 AGAIN!

he came bsr3aa and hold mee w gale are you okay t3awrty?

i told him no bas deep inside i was in pain!

fahad:akeed mafech shyy??

wallah ana asf makan ghasdi ana ghabe walah 7di ghabe ma3rf atsrf

makan min 7ge aswe chthe tekfa sam7enii mabe shyy walah

me: its ok fahad masar shy

hes so cute w ohwa metwahg!!

fahad: akeed?

me: eeh akeed

fahad :zain can i hold u 3shan tgomen wla mayser?

me : la agder LIE#1

fahad :3la ra7tch

me: ..

fahad: haha t3aleyy he hold my hand and my heart melted!

Me: thankyou w wakhrt edi

fahad : yala mshaina

me: its ok etha btwreni

fahad looked at me eye to eye!

i had butterflies in my tummy

fahad looked happy lana gtla its ok!

and said : khosh 3ayel yallaa with a big smile

we walked then i saw it!

kaatbb 3la il6ofa malt elbait elmahjoor!

min shftkk wana at7araa jaytkk wain ya ba3d kelii ta3aal w nawerr galbe bnourkk

min youm lgyaaak wanaa SHOOOOOOOUUGG galbe met3aabnii!!  

aug10 - sep10- nov10 - dec10 majaa min elghale khaber!

garbtt yama mensadma 7aail!! i asked him about the dates

he told me

fahad: kil shaher mashofch knt aye w aktb ena shaher 8 mashftch 9 mashftch ...

me: plushed wla 3omra a7d sawale chthe!!

Madre shgoollkk jad!

fahad: wait bawrech shy thanii

and he wrote jan+feb11

mawldeee laa7th lgaaaakk!!

jeeet methil eshouf l3youn el3amaa EL7EMDLAH!! wallah w tageg monaya!!

and he smiled

i was plushing 7aail madre shgoool!!!

fahad: smiled * THA7KTAA 7AAIL 7ELWAA MASHALLAH*

mabech trdeen bas abeech tshofena 3shan tsadgenii khalas khnamshe la nta'kher

me : ok

on the way we kept talking about random stuff

hes so funny!

awal mawslna eshalaih dashait wla jaz tfta7 elbab and said !!

SHOOOUG!!!!!!!!!!



Good old days 5

Zaain!! I will kil youu!!

Zain: walah maswait shy
Maryam : 3abdullah eshsayer
Fajer: yuma badsh dakhel

A7mad replay : Rayaaal ghasbin 3la shanbk yala warni shbtswe
Fahad: t3aaal t3aaal low ent rayaal t3aal
 A7mad :yayk anaa



A7mad:fhaaid yaa 7maaar!! 



Me: bsmelah!!

Fahad ana a7mad were lughing w 6ay7en bilarth
Fahad ga6 baith 3la a7mad w sayart a7mad kilha baith w dyay:) eww
W a7mad 7aa6 bsyarat fahad 3asel w kelnex
Me and zain and maryam kina sakten Fahad saw us tfashel wayha galb a7mar
Zain: a7mad???:)
A7mad: wallah enkom saidat mswen daga ef ba3th
Fahad was staring at me I dont know why but i felt down Tethaygt 7ail min nethart fahad Ma3nha kant 7aail 7elwa! bas i remambered shgalee!!

 I told zain ena bas3d foug Zain yat m3ay w galtly ena a7mad and fahad are close friends
I didnt care much Then i went upstairs knt banam!


Maryam: 3ade aye?
Me: t3aale
Maryam: shfech?
Me: wla shy bas abe anam
 Maryam hugged me and said: ayshy btswena Ana bakon wagfa m3ach! I know u really like fahad
W he look the same Even though i dont like him w mu mrta7tla
Bas i will be standing right next to you! Dont be scared from your feelings tara 3adi
 Me:ouww maryam and i hugged her 7aail ilove you So much!!
Maryam: much more babe Now sej btnamen?
 Me: eeeh
Maryam: malt w 7ethft elmkhada 3lay w ra7t Ana men
7a6aait rase 3l makhda nemt 3la 6ool

i woke up faj'a wa it was 5.am 7awalt ard anam magdrt knt 7aail you3ana
nezalt sawaitely cornflakes w r7t ga3dt 3lba7er
6ab3an shakle kan yfashel knt labsa my pj w kant 3la monkys w foug plouver
i sat down w ga3t akel w 7a6a my ipod w mendamja i was thinking about fahad
i couldnt take him out of my mind! i tyred bas magdrt!!

i decided to take w walk while im walking isaw fahad he was setting alone
he looked sad! ahh i remamber this part 3adil!

i didnt want him to see me so knt barja3 wana rada wla t6la3le ga6wa:)!!
i hate cats!!
fahad shafnii!!
he came to me bsr3a fech shy 3asa mashrr laish sarkhtyy
eshta6 7aail!! ana knt saktaa so ohwa estw3b ena ga6wa
he said sorry for boethring w mesha ana meshait

then









shoug? can i please tell you something??
me: are you okay?
fahad:no im not!
me: ah
fahad: please bas sm3ay eli 3ndii lazem agolch lana bas jad malait
me; sorry bas lazm adsh
fahad: please shoug bas sm3eni w ro7ay PLEASE!!
me:ok
fahad: im not used to this?
me: used to what?
fahad: mabeech tefhmeni ghala6! bas ana awal mara ashof bnya w tadkhel galbii
w etm senaa ib bale!!kil mas'al 3anha ygoleli ena asna elfekra bas magdrt !
shoug i saw u in london last year w min youmha ana bas adwrch eshay
elwa7ed eli 3arftaa ohwa esmch! knt ad3e bsalate ena allah eyebch 3ndii w
tkonen min nseby matdreen entay shswaity fenii sej ghayrty 7yate ask ahle fahad el3am ghair 3n hlsena
7ta ekhtyy tadre ! shoug ana knt kil youm gabel la anaam asm3..

                   Galow tarra malk amel fe gurbha low youm eb3ad w janb darbha
                   hatha howa elmagsom gilt etrokoni w esktow khalow el3atb w eloum
                  ghdnii ghargt fba7rha wla 3ad yfed el3oum!galow tara fe 7ubha wain w asa
                  w hmoom gilt en gatlni 7ubha 7asby tgol mar7om .. galole asna thekrha
                  manta bas malzooom gilt ebshrow ya 3athleen haa haa haa
                                       BAANSAA LATHEETH ENOUM!!
                   galow btlga ghairhaa w etrk hawha elyoum gilt el3afo ya 7asden
                    MAABDEL GOMER BNJOOOUM!!  galow lghairk 7ubha gilt
                   eljawab mafhom dam enha met'hnya wshloon aserr ma7room? ..
                   bagthe elyaale ant'ther w asbr 3l magsom met3alg b6arf elamal
                   ymkeen yjeenii enooum ..


he looked very desperate!!
fahad: shoug?
me: halaa?
fahad: please ana mabe mench shy bas khalenii athbtlch eni sharech w abeech please shoug just say yes
3shaan agder awrech kil shy
me: hmm


should i say yes?

Good old days 4

kant ehda' Its fahad al-xx ABBAIH Ok that changes things ..
LA shoug are you that stuped Ok i need to talk to someone

 Laa7thaa! Min wainla raqme!!! !!!

We were in the C&M
I screemd : BANAT!!!
All of them :shfech! And i told them what happend back in shalaih And about the msg
They were surprised!
Zain: laish maglteli min elbedaya twch et7achen?
Me: madre ya3ni its not a big deal
Zain: now edzela msg tgoleli maygrb mnech wla la sheghil fech W en shfteha ow sawalch shy golay 7g a7mad Ytfahm m3ah
Me: ok    .. Deep inside maknt abe adzla msg i dont know why!
Maryam: la madzla msg elsbay maglha shy bas ta'asf Khal ta7gra lana etha dazt ra7 yrd ydz w mara7 nkhals


In my mind: Masdg ena hathe maryam wain eli galta msa3! Ert7t 7ail lana galt madzla
Fajer said to me dont do anything



*fahad point of view*

Ya allah shahl ghaba' eli feni ana laish sawait Chthey! Now maku amel kelsh Allah low bas tadre min meta ehya fbale 2010 in london I saw her ..
she was setting alone in bucks Kant labsa babe blue jeans m3a black leather with stods With her curly hair min hla7tha wana ma nsait'ha Men shft'ha nsait ednya kilha w sart ehya akbar hame
 Jamaal , akhlaaq , som3a , adb shinu abe akthar min hatha?
I think shes the girl that i want to be with
I asked about her kelhum galole eni ansa eni oslha Elkel ga3d y7ab6ni ena ana wain
w ehya wain But that didnt stop me tamt ehya fbale knt ad3e b9late Eni ashoofhaa
A6lb allah w artjeeh sub7 youme w elmesaa
MENWTY laaaitk maa3ee!!
Khaaaleg ezaain ab3dk!!
 Marat elayam w ash'her w
MARAT SANA wanaa ant'ther W elwasel nayim Mas7a w MARAT sana w maja min elghaly khaber...


WAKHERAN yabha rabe lai 3ndi bel finals
I should send her msg Hmm min wain a6la3 raqmha Chena ehya 3ndha forsquare ..
Eeh walah zain el7emdlah i got it



*Back to us*
Banat Yala meshaina
Me: yallaah
Zain: shoug entay 76ay elaghnae
Me: ok
Fajer : 3aloya w jaz bacher beyon
Maryam: zaain ashwa!
They kept talking
Wsalna eshalaih wla a7mad m3a 3abdullah
3abdullah :
cousin zain he so cute he have a crush On fajer Men kena yahal and i think he still does

3abdullah :ohh 6a3 min yanaa
Zain and i : 7beebt elgaalb ::
Maryam was lughing
W fajer and abdullah was plushing
Faj'a sm3na srakh Wa7id kan ga3d ygol 7g a7mad ..?

Low enta rayaal ta3aaal mu enta eli etswe feni Chthe wallah a3lmk anaa!!


OMG its fahad!! Shit what wrong! Laykon zain Galtlaa!! Allah yaster!!!!

Good old days 3

Well finals past el7emdlaah
Mama galt ena maku safra so qarart eni aroo7 eshalaih with zain
 Raa7 enkon kelna menaak Me,zain,fajer,3aloya and maryam an jaz
Ok bekhtsaar raa7 nbad3
Zain and alia took the license I called zain to pick me up Paked my bag and ready to go
Calling zain
Zayon wainch??
Zain: ka 5 mins w nezlah
Me: ya3nii 3o mins saa7?
Zain: Hahaha la wallah kanii
 Me: ok now anzl
Went down salmt 3la omik w khawaty w re7t Awal markbt kan m3a zain fajer and maryam
 Me: wain 3aloya
Fajer : mara7 tye now
Maryam : enaa teslam then tsa'al
Me: 7yaatee entow shlounkom;$
Zain: banat bagolkom shy
Kelna : shinu?
Zain : tara my cousin w rab3a bekon mawjoden
Me: menu a7mado??
Fajer: mashallah wa7id men erab3
Zain: eeh a7mdo w rab3a oboy marttha nkoun Bro7na
Maryam: 3ade malna sheghil fehum
On my way I tweeted bnaider?her i come
W in the way kan aghane w ez3aj w the7ik
Zain 7a6t *ana kel malm7tk gilt? YARABI*
3al6ool ya eb bale fahad gmt aghne men galb

Fajer: pls pls abe bucks julai3a PLEAS!!!
Zain: male khelg ta3bt
Me : ana asoug?(a)
zaain : le khelg walah::
Maryam : yala ana ba3d abee
Me: ana ba3d It was 4,30 pm a7mad was calling kil 5 mins Kan ga3id y7ate We arrived bucks
 Me: fajer pls entay nezlay
Maryam: asghar ilqawm khadmhum
Fajer: sm3ty shoug?
Me: zain pls??
Zain: khalas ana azel bas fajer come with me
Fajer : estghfrallah OK Nzlow bucks
Maryam kant sakta 7sait feha shy
Me:mar are you okay?
Maryam: eeh laish?
Me: madre
Maryam : hmm
Me : ok yalka talk
Maryam : shoug entay khasha shy 3ni?
Me: NO why?
Maryam: tadren eni ma7b adre min a7d thani
Me: estghrabt 7ail .. oki!
Maryam: ok shoug?
Me : eeh ok
Maryam: hm mentay met7achya?
Me: haw shagol??
Maryam: shsalft FAHAD??
Whaat!! Shdrahaa!!

Me: ay fahad?
Maryam : latsthblain ok? Fahad al-xx
Me: ma3rfa
Maryam start to screem: DONT LIE!! Shoug entay mu chthe Kel youm yaya tshofena w etan7en feh! 3abalch ana ghabya?? Wrabe en darait bshy matlomen ela nafsch!!
She was really angery
Me: i was speechless .. wow ahnech maryam 3younii ga3 tghorg ib ro7ha lebast sunglasses
W i kept silent
Fajer and zain came back
Fajer: waay sbyan 7elwen Zain ghashyana the7ik
Maryam : 3an elkhefa fajer
Fajer: shtaben chod a7d yakh6bni w aftk menkom Saa7 shouga
I was smiling Then 7a6ait song and we kept drivinv to eshalaih
Wesalna eshalain ana knt 7ail m6angra Awal manzlt wla a7mad eb wayhe Salm 7grta w mshait
Zain: shfeha hathe??
A7mad: shoug shfeha?
Fajer: madree 3anha
Maryam : khalohaa khaloha dalo3a
Zain: laykon 3la eleghnya??
A7mad ana aklmha ashof
Whos a7mad?
Hes the most gentleman i ever met San3 7AIL w hes cute maynon w men ng3d m3ah bas neth7k i love talking to him
I was setting outside a7mad came
A7mad: ha s7aila shfech za3lana?
 Me: mafeni
A7mad: olah 6a3 elboz lai wain
Me: :):) i gave him a look A
7mad: eshsayer? goleli shfech?
Me: ana kherta w ga3t abche wla kelma gilt'ha kant mafhoma Cheni na6ra a7d ygoli shfech 3shan abche A7mad: t3awthy men ebles khalas hady entay yaya meni 3shan Tstansaun mu tabchen mayswa shy tnzlen dam3tch 3shana
Me: ert7t 7ail i said enshallah And we kept talking

*maryam point of view*
 Called jaz
 Jaz: aloo
Maryam: bachait'ha J
az: na3am yalmaynona mu chthe
Maryam: madre ya3ni ohwa masar shy Bas ana 7ail thagh6t 3laiha
Jaz: la maryam mayser chthe khalas khaleha wetha fe shy Ra7 etgol we7na rab3ha sa7?
Maryan: sa7 3shan chthe ana now baklmh W what ever she do ra7 Akon mawjoda 7gha

*back to shoug*

 zain and fajer joind us We kept talking
Maryam came w galtly sorry I hugged her 7ail i knowshe did it For my good
 Fajer: agol a7mad
A7mad:hala?
Fajer: meta byon rab3k?
A7mad: ba3d shway shfech?
fajer:Lat6l3on 3lba7er pls
Zain: eeh a7mad tekfa
Me: eehhh a7mad
A7mad: bkaifkom?
Maryam: ana 3ni eqtra7 youmain 7gna w youmain 7gkom?
 Me: zain gltay shy mofed
Zain: khosh fekra
Fajer: with a buby face ha a7mad?
A7mad : khalas wla yser kha6rkom ela 6ayib ana asta'thnkom Rab3e yaw khnro7lhum
Me: banat you3ana
Fajer tro7on choc£macron?
Zain: ma3ndi mani3
Maryam :yalah
Me: 3ade aghyer? Bard
Zain: bsr3a nan6erch bsyara
Me: ok 5 mins Itook 2o mins to dress up Lebast my babe pink juci training
W boot m3a scarv w khalait sha3re curly
 Nezalt wla sbyan jedami 7asait shakli ghala6 So r7t men 6ref elba7er a7san wana
Ga3da amshe sm3t a7d yghani
*min lema7ta b3ed yamshe faz galbi w gelt a3rfa W youm ana garbt Mena hatha khely hatha wasfa w ba3d ma 6awal ghyaba Eltgaina bdon maw3id w a7la shy ena el7ekaya kelha sedfa bsdfa*

 Knt ga3da atlft chne maynona:)
minu hatha!! Then faja wla



FAHAAD!!!
What ok im dreaming walah OMG men etdodah .. 67t
 In my mind : allah yalfashla kan wdi abche He came closer and wispered
Fahad: fech shy t3awrty?
Me: ha la im Okay w knt 7ail medodha
Fahad: el7emdlah
I didnt say a word knt ga3 afker
Ekhtarb Shakle .. Ath7k lama 67t??
Fahad lughed
 Estw3bt i said thankyou w mshait he came closer and
said Shd3wa saweli add
Me: 3afwan?? Do i know u aslan?
Fahad? Dont u want to? All girls do
Me: ohh good then add them o realy dont care
And i walked away
Rkabt m3ahum and we went to have our dinner i was really shocked by fahad?
ya3ni shahl khefa?? Kilsh matwq3ta chthe Bbmed jaz and maryam I told them that they were wright
Ohwa sej sayi3 w ra3e banat
W qarart eni mafker feh kilsh!
Ana sa7 qarart bas there is one lettle thin inside my heart That tells me i shoudnt

You have a new msg
Im sorry knt wayed menf3el wyah bas wallah matkhylen shkther estanst lma shftch Sorry again etha thaygtch btw eghnyt sedfa kant ehda' Its fahad al-xx

ABBAAIH!!
Ok that changes things .. LA shoug are you that stuped Ok i need to talk to someone...

Good old days2

Days kept passing bsr3a i didnt see that guy w i find my self forgting about him 9aar wagt finels w kan kilsh male khelg Hmm khndg 3la maryam
Called maryam ..
maryam ; alo?
Shoug ; halaa halaa bzaain
Maryam ; haa shtaben " daymin edgar"
Shoug; ana ghal6ana dagaa ..
Maryam ; laa laaa hala 7yaate
Shoug ; hahahaa Shgaa3d tsween?
Maryam;ygolon 3ndi emt7an final bacher??
Shoug ; gaa3d tadtsen?? Ya7lelch
Maryam; TAREEKH!!! Khaleni adrs w khalsy shtaben
Shoug ; mabee shyy
Maryam ; g3day drsaay ok?
Shoug ; ok im abut to wallah
Maryam ; bye goodluck
 Shoug ; back to you byee ..
Maryaam ; LAA7THAA! Bacher come m3ana ntryag ib mac then bucks 3ogb elemt7aan pls
*last finals maknt aro7 m3ahum bas amt7n w ard*
Shoug; hmm afker
Maryam; shog yala 3aad
Shoug ; khalas ok ;*


 Ga3t adrs lain 4 am I slept bas one hour then i took shower went to school Kan 3ndi e7sas ena ra7 yser shy elyoum .. Ga3t m3a my frnds dashait elemt7an w 7emdlah qadmt zain
Went to zain nd 3aloya nd maryam .. Yala mac? All of them yallah
It was wenter Knt labsa my unform w labsa icehat w sha3re wavy w plover ..
We went mac man zaa7maa!! Kela sbyan w kela banat ethanwyaa w WAYED HAILG
Ga3t akel w yat jaz w ga3dt m3ay w faj'a


THAT HOT GUY!!!!!
Omg mu sej I was shocked and happy w faj'a tethakrt so'aal jaz
Do i have a crush on him??

Hmm do i??

Zain and 3aloya mensdmen lani eshta6aiit bas jaz and maryam ma3jbhum I was so happy to c him ..
me:Abaih zayoon shofy minuu waay sb7aan esdff
Jaz hold me tight w 6all3tni barra
Shoug;jaz eshfech m3asba??
Jazi; mu men sejch saa7??????!!
Shoug; shenuu!!
Jazi; hathaaaaa eli gltela 3ana?
Me; eeh?
Jaz ; EWW!!! Shoug laa wai3
 Me; haw eshfech LAISH!!!    knt 7aail menqatha na3am etgoli chthe
Jaz ; i know him yl3ab ra3e banaat laa ensay ilfekra!! She was really mad W ana knt 7de thaay3aa!! Bsraa7a tnarfzt 7aail wla 3omrha galtle shy 3nha w ehya matkhsh shy 3ne ok im lost
Me; jaz .. Can i know his name 3laqel??
 Jaz; Fahad al-xxx
Me ; ok .. I told jaz dont worry mara7 a76 eb bale shy ..
Dashaait eljam3ya knt abe may w knt ga3d at7l6m mtnarfza ...
*jaz point of view*
 Laa NOT HIM hes player magder akhle shouga tfaker feh I have to tell to maryam ehya elwa7eda eli tesm3la -
Jaz:maryam come abech
-maryam: eshfech?? -
jaz: pls ana khayfa 3la shouga w i told her the story and i told her about fahad Hes player w kil esbo3 m3a wa7da w som3ta 3nd elbanat(y)
-maryam: shoug men sejha!!! She was shoked dont worry jaz Mara7 yser shy enntay tadren ena shoug 7sbt fara7 ekhty!
-jaz: i hope so lana mabe yl3ab feha ..


*Back to shoug*
Dashait eljam3yya w mtnarfza ga3 a7os abe may w kakaw w At7l6m bsout 3ale Mashof ela waa7id yth7k lafait wayhe wla ...

FAHAD aahh hes so cute!!! Ana wgaft ga3a a6al3a w ohwa wagif jbali 7saaitne 7aail qazma bnsba lah
He smiled 7aaail est7aaait then mshaait
It feels GREAT walah sh3our 7aail 7iloo
In my mind i was singing Areeedk yaaa 3athaaaab el3ashgeenaaaa
Well i guess i know mu answer .,
 i do have a crush on him
Days kept passing wana kil youm ashofaa and i never said a word 7g a7d ..not even jaz

Good old days 1

Every girl has that one guy she always goes back to. Heartbreak after heartbreak and nobody knows why. Not even her - Well this is my story ..
 First off all my name is shoug im 17 years old senior Im short girl with long brown curly hair mu th3efa wla mtena jesmi zain I have 5 best friends w a3dhum 7esbt khawaty w akthar
1- zain ; shes short with a black short hair petit 7aail th3efa pretty and shes 18 years old
2-alia ; we call here 3aloya Shes tall ya3ni 6olha zain tanned skin with black hair shes 18 yeras old
3-fajer ; short girl tanned skin with carmel brown tall hair matrosaa
4-maryam ; short petit girl with a black short hair
5-aljazi ; tall model body girl with black tall hair beautiful mashallah
Im the youngest so kelhum 7aail ykhafon 3lay cheni babe

Now lets start Last year kena 6al3een ana w zain w 3aloyaa re7naa slider We were eating w 6ab3an neqashat ..
Zain; maaagtlkom!!
Shoug"me" and 3aloyaa ; shinuu??
Zain ; nourr enkhaa6bt !
Shoug"me" ; ohhh 3albaarkaaa
3aloyaa; maabrooukk mu laayg nourr , 3ad 3laa 7ub wla ahel?
Shoug"me" ; 6aaaaa3 6aa3:)
3aloyaa; naa3aam!?
Shoug"me"; tafkeren bas 7ub w love stories ??
3aloya ; entay shle qathch??, eeh ana hatha tafkery
Shoug; mu men sejch jad!
3aloya ; entay 7dch metsha'maa tara
Shoug; mu metsha'ma bas i dont belive in love bhl zeman maku 7ub kel wa7id Yfaker ib wanasta w bas w belbehaya kelhum ymlon! Saa7 zayon?
zaain; .. .. 3aloyaa ; ??ALOO zayoon
 Shoug; ZAAIN!!
Zaain; haaa! Na3am khaloni knt sar7ana w kamlow nqashkom esakhef .
Oh zayon eshta6t
 Shoug; entay metan7a bshinuu i turned my face .. Yalaaaitne malfait i saw that incridble HOT guy mashallah jameel!! Tall with a black tall hair mu 6wel wayed bas eshawg muscular body w style ok maku shy ynga6 mena I stayed ynken 10 sec mtan7aa Then estwa3bt 6ab3an after t3leqat zain w 3alia Radait w i kept eating bdon wla kelma
W decided to go back home awal ma gmt that anemones guy kan mjablne Galbe kan belthab6 DOBOM DOBOM DOBOM!! Knt 7aail khayfah madre laish sh3our ghareeb Awal ma marait yama he gave me that look that i can never forget Wayhe gam ygolb alwaaan Zain w 3aloya kanow 6ool e6reej bas ga3den yathgh6onii Wanaa saaktaa Wesalt elbait salmt 3la mama w khawaty then i went up to my room

I kept thinking about him Menu ohwaa?
 Ra7 ashofa mara thaya?
 Laish 6al3ne chthe
Aah alot in mind lazem akilm a7d bas minu ..

 JAZ ehys elwa7eda elk ra7 tesm3ni bhl mAwtho3
 I called her Hey jaz i need to talk
jaz; sure babe what wrong?
Kant 12 am I told everything and we kept talking till 2 am Ert7t 7aail bas sa'altni so'al ga3t afker feh WAYED
 Hmm shkan ghasdha bhel so'aal? Ma3qola ra7 yser chhe? Aah shoug u should stop it jad ...